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Michelle
17 March 1991
Singapore Polytechnic
Diploma in Optometry
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skin by: Jane
30 November 2008

A recording done by me on the song 半情歌 by 元若藍.
The voice clarity isn't too good so I apologise for that.
Anyway, this song is dedicated to all my lovely friends out there as well as my blog readers. Haha.
And for those who are gonna sit for MST, all the best ! (:







27 November 2008



HERS !

MINE !






US !



Haven't been updating for 7 days now cos I've got lots of things to do and have been really sick since last Thursday. ):
Okay, I'm gonna update a little now upon request of a few people.
Time check: 6.54pm.
I've been at Lot1 library since 2.30pm but I haven't really studied much cos I was stuck at one particular page for very long.
V.Opt can really kill me with all the formulae but I'm really hoping that I can do well this time.
Gonna keep my fingers crossed, yes.
Library is closing soon.. at 8pm.
I will then head for dinner with DEAREST FRIEND REENIE.
She's busy doing her calculations on electric circuits now. Heheheh..
And.. I'm feeling very hungry ! Boooooo.
Okay, back to revision again.
Shall update more the next time.
Pls let me get well by the end of this week.. PLSSSSSS. ):
Even my dose of medicine is finishing already.. after today !
Oh well, next week is the awfully dreaded mid-semester test week.
I'm pretty sure I'll screw most of the papers up. -.-
Alright, bye.



19 November 2008

Hello !




I..




have..






just..




























REWARDED MYSELF WITH A CUP OF BUBBLE TEA ! :D

Hahahahahahahaha !



It's been WEEKS since I last drank bubble tea cos I've switched to a healthier choice of fruit juice and my fave soymilk from Mr Bean. (: However, since I've been abstaining from bubble tea for a pretty long time, I thought I might just like to enjoy sipping on a nice, sweet cup of bubble tea today to go along with my yummy lunch. Okay.. No more bubble tea for the next few weeks, Mic. :X


Anyway, I've planned a study cum assignment agenda which started w.e.f yesterday. I do hope I can follow it strictly so as to get everything done efficiently. Unfortunately, I didn't get to complete all of yesterday's task as I came home kinda late after visiting the Skin Center. -.- Oh well, since yesterday's tasks have been accumulated, it only means I've got more to do today. ZZZ.



After school which ended at 12pm just now, a very conscientious Mic went to the library to copy in all the missing important info in her Visual Optics notes. Haha. And I spent one whole hour just to make sure I didn't miss out anything and of course, perfecting my drawings. Hehe. :X
I'm so happy to have accomplished something, at least.. though there's still a lot more things for me to do. D:
Anyway, something I'm very proud of at the moment........














THE REVEAL ~




My pretty much organised drawing of the eye !





Hahaha. Looks decent, right ? You bet. I spent more than 15mins just to draw it and make sure the curves were not too hairy or sketchy. What a hardcore time-waster I really am. Ha. ;-) Okay, off to do my historical GEMs homework (long overdued) and also start researching on Ben Yang's tutorial question. Oh.. man. ):




16 November 2008

Presenting to you..



Ms Sunshine !


My very first time wearing yellow right ? Nice or not ? (: People usually see me in a black or white top cos I rarely wear bright colours. Ha. But I saw this top a couple of weeks ago and like it a lot so I decided to try a new colour - yellow ! Wanted the navy blue one initially but since there wasn't my size anymore, I went for yellow instead. Nice right ? Makes me look healthier and more radiant ya ? Lol.


Okie, back to serious matters. -.-
I've got lots and lots of things undone.
Guess I've been procrastinating quite a bit.
The worst thing is, Microbio tutorial 5 is out and when I saw the question, I nearly blacked out instantaneously.
Ben Yang is determined to torture everyone out there. -.-
I've read the question 3 times and yet, I don't know exactly what it's all about and how I'm gonna answer it.
DAMN IT.


Let's see what I've gotta do this week:

1) Print all unprinted Pathology notes
2) Fill in all incomplete portions of my notes (either cos I was late or wasn't in time to copy everything).
3) Finish up GEMs assigment which is already way overdue. (Deadline was the week before the last.)
4) Pack my overcrowded study desk
5) Start revision for MST (However, before I can do so, I'd need to complete the above 4 tasks. -.-)



So you tell me, how am I gonna make it ? Sigh. ):
And.. I don't know what triggered my eczema again but it's back; this time all over my body.
I've gotta go back to the doctor's again.
As you can see.. what a sad life I have.
Going to sleep now.
Bye ~



12 November 2008





Hello ! :D


I'm starting to find myself being super duper freaking uber LAZY to update this blog of mine. Hoho..
Anyway, I saw Gaven yesterday and Isaac today.. after sooo long !
And I was very stunned upon seeing Gaven. We were beside each other in the queue for Mac but seriously, I wouldn't have noticed it was him if he didn't call out to me. My first response when I turned around and saw him - 'Oh My God !' :x Haha. You should go check out his hairstyle now. ROFL.


Then after school today, I was waiting for Reenie at the sitting area outside FC5 and was busy sms-ing when this guy came to sit beside me out of the blue. Again, I was stunned and glancing up, I saw it was Isaac. Ha. Talked for a while before he left to meet Cheryl for lunch. And afterward Reenie said her class hadn't ended and asked if I'd like to go ahead to meet Wen and Jas in town. Man, I waited for her for half an hour, only to hear that from her ! Humph ~ Nvm. Since she's my DEAREST friend, I shall forgive her. :D Aiya, wo da ren you da liang ma. Heehee.


So I went to meet Wen and Jas where we had lunch at Taka. Thereafter, we walked around for a while and then accompanied Jas to Dhoby Ghaut cos she wanted to search for Stansfield College. Wen and I didn't go with her to the place itself, though. That's cos Wen had to order her sis's birthday cake while I was already feeling fatiqued. Still, I had a great time with the girls.

Oh ya.. One thing I forgot to highlight. Chris Ng's Ocular Anatomy lecture turned out to be a 'Who Wants To Be An Optometrist' session. Super -.- " esp the music, lifelines - call a friend, 50-50 and audience poll, PLUS the 2 irrelevant questions asking who SP's principal is and what does 'R' represent in SP's core values. LOL !
And that's all for today. (:



PS: Girlfriends (other than Kim), please make time to meet up and celebrate Cheryl's birthday ! I appreciate Sak's effort for trying so hard to get everything organised so pls, do your part by meeting up okay ?




08 November 2008



Yo ~
My blog seems to be getting more and more stagnant.
I think the mozzies are gonna breed here soon. -.-
Skipped Pathology class yesterday cos I woke up pretty late (after 10am when class was at 11am) and had to rush Ocular Anat. prac. Am glad the prac assigment is finally done. It's been giving me a terrible headache the entire night before and the whole of yesterday monring. Then in the afternoon I went for GEMs which was kinda boring but the activities made me laugh quite a bit.
After GEMs, I met Zhuang Ying and Wen Yan at Jurong East where we headed for IMM to eat. Had the 'Student Happy Hour Deal' at Swensens. Thereafter, it was home sweet home. (:
Anddd.. thinking of next week, I'm gonna go bonkers. It's prac week again. The awful week 5. -.- " Plus, I haven't seriously sat down for some time of studying. I'm gonna start soon, yes.
Okay, off to replying your tags now. (: First time I'm replying via my blog post.



Reply to tags:

soshi: haha...you mean bang head with you? haha... physics still ok lah...but i can't say, 'cos i taking mainly electricity related stuff for Physics..
soshi: yeah! 你是 Superman, yeah! 你是 Superman!
soshi: cheer up! =D
mic: What bang head ? I said shake hands hor. Lol. I hate electricity !! And ty ya. (:

nydia: HAHA omg ur love relations class sounds weird :S
mic: Haha. Yeah, I don't quite like it either but no choice.. have to bear with it for this sem. ):

yunting: oh S.H.E not present in the Hits Award,so sad..the video on universal phototaking very funny sia.,And,what's up on love relations,trying to help u all find a crush ar,,,hhaha...so interesting
mic: Yup, not present. Funny right ? That's why I gave the link to share. (: Lol. Nope, not to find crush la. It's to know more about the psychology of human relationships in general lor.

KIM: thou idk what you're going thru now.. but cheer up!
mic: Thanks. (: Can we meet up one of these days with Wen to get Cheryl's present ?

wy: cheer up man. life goes on =D im sure u're strong and will pull thru all these =D
mic: Ty Ah-Toot ! :D I see you jiu happy le lor. Haha. *Messes up your hair* :-Q



I think it's just my low self-esteem. I need a morale booster.
Ciao ~



05 November 2008

PS: Don't have to read this entry. I'm just releasing the flood of thoughts I've been bottling up for quite some time. Don't mind me alright.


I've been down in the dumps of late and if this goes on, I'll soon suffer from an emotional breakdown.
During DOPT03's outing, many told me I looked devastated, tired, in despair, sad, dead, lifeless and etc. Yeah, indeed I really am, though I'd often try to conceal my inner thoughts and emotions. And when people have the impression I'm stoning, I ain't actually always doing so. More often that not, I would just sit in one corner and remain silent. Absolutely silent. And that's when many thoughts are running thru' my mind. Maybe I'm a person who thinks too much at times but somehow, the happenings in reality have been in favour of those thoughts of mine. As much as I'd really love to think positive, nothing has proven my thoughts to be otherwise.
I cannot continue bottling everything up any longer or I'll go bonkers. Well, perhaps I already am. Everytime I wonder why this has to happen to me since this year, I can't help but start tearing. And because there are constantly people around me, I try to keep those tears at bay. Why ? Is this a test of survival for me ? I wonder. Never have I been faced with this kind of situation before. What a pathetic plight I'm in, really. Throughout the 17 years of my life, this is indeed the first experience of its kind. I can't seem to figure out what I'm in school for. Why am I in this particular course and why this particular class ? Everyday, I go for classes without anything in my head and at the end of the day, I still take home nothing.
Is it that I really can't cope, is it because I don't have the slightest interest in this course or is it because I keep finding excuses for myself ? I really have no idea, not at all. On top of that, I don't feel a sense of belonging. The girls have been nice and accomodative but me ? I've been imposing too much on them, I guess. They've always been a clique and I'm just a 'tag along parasite' C'mon Mic, you should know better. Sigh.. Anyway, after so much of thinking, I've made up my mind. I'm gonna try for the creative writing course in 2009 and I wanna let the girls have their own time and space from now onwards. They have been really nice to accomodate me and I really appreciate the company. However, some things just won't work out and it never will. Nevertheless, I'm still thankful for them.
Hmm.. perhaps leaving this current course of mine ain't a bad thing at all. Because if I really do, there'll be a nice total of 20 in the class; good for grouping as there won't be too much hassle.
And I don't know if my perspective is wrong, but my presence in class doesn't have any significance, though.
Maybe when I'm not around one day, no one will even notice ? And even with my absence, the normal routine life of everyone will still go on.. unaffected.
Shucks. Stop tearing, Mic. Everything will be fine in the time to come. Damn it. I must find a way to kill those thoughts for the time being.



01 November 2008

Ahhh. I haven't been updating for the past few days and just realised.. it's already November ?! My Goodness. Can time get any faster than this ? In no time at all, December's arriving and up next is Year 2009 ! :/
Btw, I've got quite a bit to update about so do bear with me yeah ? Or it's fine if you choose not to read this entry. Ha.
This week, I watched these 2 movies:




Caught Butterfly Lovers with Reenie on Wed and Lakeview Terrace last night with DOPT 03 peeps. I must say, I didn't quite enjoy both movies esp Lakeview Terrace ! That show is simply nonsensical and the plot sucks. For the first hour, I had no idea what the movie was about and afterward, I felt like sleeping. People, don't watch it alright ! And as for Butterfly Lovers, I've heard of people who find it touching and teared while watching it but as for Reenie and I, we were laughing instead. :X That's because we couldn't help but feel amused that Wu Chun is actually starring in an ancient chinese drama like this and he's a skilled in kungfu ?! Oh please, he doesn't suit the role at all and he can't fight too. Haha. I think I still prefer him in Taiwan dramas as the usual 'hunk of the high school' kinda thing. LOL. Okay, enough of movie critques. Ha. When did I become so critical ?


Anyway, I was kinda disappointed the class couldn't watch The Coffin as planned initially cos it was meant to be a Halloween Class Outing. But it's alright I guess. I might watch it some other day; IF I HAVE THE MONEY, that is. I'm pathetically broke right now. -.-

Yesterday was an eventful day. Many things happened which I thought was quite enriching and fulfilling, though it was a long day with school starting and ending with prac. ._. First it was Microbio prac where we learnt how to callibrate a microscope. I was pretty afraid of the bacteria we were dealing with after Ms Soh said it could cause some uclers and other gross stuff. Yuck, no way man. :X

Then there was Love Relations class. As usual, we played a short game and then, I was stunned when the teacher said there was gonna be speed dating. The guys were asked to get a table each and put two chairs where they would be stationed and we girls, who are outnumbered by the guys, would have to approach everyone of them to chat for 2 mins. Thereafter, of a total score of 10, we had to grade them accordingly. Then when all the girls went to find a guy, I remained rooted at my spot and the teacher told me to get going. So I said 'teacher, can we NOT do this ?' Her reply was 'hey, this is a relationship class.' Wth right ? -.- It's really unfair cos the teacher's always asking the girls to approach the guys while all the guys simply sit there and wait for us to come. -.- I don't like the idea at all ! However, it was a great opportunity for me to get to know all of the guys though a couple of them waited for me to initiate a conversation and simply replied my questions ?! Hence, it became an awkward Q & A session. ZZZ. Totally CMI !


The day ended with Ocular Anatomy prac which was a very nerve-wrecking one, I tell you ! First, we had to assemble the toy parts of the eye which really blew my patience cos however hard I tried, the parts kept shattering apart and flying in all directions. -.- And they fell deep under the table many times, one after another so I couldn't reach and had to use the feather duster to sweep the pieces out. How annoying ! When everyone had finished assembling their eye, I was still working on mine cos the parts were lose and couldn't fit in. I kept groaning and groaning and my fellow classmates told me to 'jia you'. Thankfully, with lots of help from Joshua and Li Min, I finally managed to finish 90% of my eye. And why 90% ? That's cos there were 2 small parts that just won't fit. ZZZ. Anyway, it was really nice of the 2 to help me, esp Joshua who kept coming to help voluntarily on a couple of occasions when I screwed up the parts. Oh man. I was like 'ben shou ben jiao de'. Was so freaking embarrassed. -.-



TA DA ! The end product ! ^^


Okay, that's about all. I shan't go on otherwise this entry will get a tad too long ya ? Or maybe it already is. Uh oh. Anyway, I just wanna reminisce all the happenings in my life, be it good or bad. (: