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Michelle
17 March 1991
Singapore Polytechnic
Diploma in Optometry
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skin by: Jane
30 July 2008

I've removed the previous post cos I guess it's really unsightly and doesn't reflect very well on me. X: But I guess I really had to ventilate my anger at that point in time and at present, I'm pretty much alright already. Thanks for those who tagged out of concern. I'll be fine, yes. Trying hard to think +ve! :/

Final showdown for Human Bio today! I studied kinda last min again. Wanted to start at 2pm yesterday afternoon but ended up taking a long nap and started mugging only after 4pm. .__. Seems like I'm having sleeping disorder these days. ZZZ. Slept after 1am and my beauty sleep was disturbed at 4am+. -.-

I was awaken by this sharp pain on my left wrist and as soon as I realised it was some bug biting me, I flung it to the floor. I was completely freaked out, I tell you. It was a big black buggie and as it was almost pitch darkness, I couldn't really tell if it's a cockroach or some beatle. But I couldn't care less about identiyfing it. That horrid thing BIT me and I had to get it out of my room before it bites me again. =.=

So a terrified me chased it out and a few seconds later, it came scurrying back into my room like it was ready for a second round of feeding. OMGGG!!!!!
Then I chased it out again but afraid it would go back into my room the second time, I stood by the door for half an hour. So there went my sleep! ZZZ.

After hours of studying I was looking forward to a goodnight's rest and this had to happen to disrupt my sleep. -.- How unfortunate can things get??
And.. as a result, I was too tired to attend classes today and only went to school to sit for the test. Besides, I hadn't finished my mugging! X:

Ooo. The test was like !@#$%^&* unexpectedly manageable. Unlike the MST, this one was comprised of mainly MCQ questions. WHOOPEES. Or I would have died flat, yet again. .__.

Alrighty, that's all for today. Gotta rush IDEA project again tomorrow! I HATE IT!!! Oh well, who doesn't anyway? ZZZZZZZZZZ.



26 July 2008

Met up with Reenie & ZY to studyyyyyyyyyyy today! Hahaha. :D But guess what? I didn't study much after all. AS USUAL. :/
Alright, I'm very lazy to go into detail for today's entry but I do have a couple of pics so.. ENJOY! (:






Macho? Eh can't see my muscles! ._.



I captured this pic of Beary so of course it's nice. n_n




Slackers in disguise as muggers. Hahaha..


7 years of undying friendship! LOVES. (:




LOLOL!



LOL. What's with this pic, Reenie?!

Cutie? Oops. X:



Ree, Mic, ZY (:




Haha. ROFL! :D






Humph.. There's actually another nice pic but Reenie won't allow me to post it cos she thinks she looks ugly. T.T Oh well, nvm then. Whoever interested to see, just ask me and I'll send it to you. Ahahaha.. LOL. X:



25 July 2008

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.


Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.


The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?


Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.


The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.


How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.


What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.


Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.


I've done this test twice and seriously, it's only slightly more than 50% true. For those of you who know me, don't you think so? ROFL! Was just bored so this is simply just a random post. Lol. Meeting Reenie to study tomorrow and hopefully, I'll accomplish something. Yes, HOPEFULLY. >_<



23 July 2008

!@#ZZ$%^&* WTH?! I just woke up not long ago after a 3 hour+ nap. -.-
Been napping for 3-4hours for the past few days and can't wake up in the mornings. Seriously, what's wrong man? ZzZz.

Woke up at 730am today and had Math Lecture at 8am but as it was raining and I would surely be late, I decided to give it a miss and slept till 9am.
Is this considered 'pon'? I think so. X:

Mic ah, Mic.. The good girl who used to never believe in skipping classes has actually skipped classes 5 times to date. LOL. One for Gen Opt, one for IDEA, one for A & P, one for Human B and today's Math. T.T Omg. This certainly won't do. I shan't skip classes anymore BUT.. somehow, I'm really lacking in the drive to study. HOW HOW HOW?? ):

Hmm.. The meet up with Reenie was cancelled cos she was really sick. :/ Hope she's feeling better now. Hehe. After Gen Opt which ended early today at 11am+ I was waiting for my train at the platform when an incident which I thought was quite amusing, happened.

While waiting for my train, the train on the platfrom opposite (heading for Pasir Ris), arrived. As it was leaving, I saw this lady on board whom I thought looked familiar and continued looking on. Saw that she was looking at me too. LOL. Then, as I started to lose sight of her as the train went past, I was stretching my neck and sticking my head out, wondering if she's the person I thought she was and hoping to steal a clearer glance. But I was only 50-50 sure and thought I was just being paranoid. So since I couldn't confirm.. nvm then. (:

Then, a few seconds later, an sms came:
'U at dover mrt? Tink i saw u :)'
So I wasn't staring at a stranger after all. Haha. The msg really made me laugh to myself. Imagine how awkward it would have been if I had been staring so hard at someone whom I didn't know at all. The person would simply freak out. Anyway, yup, it was Ms Lai. LOL. (: Haven't seen her for a long time though.

Before I could even reach home, at my house downstairs, I saw my daddy bringing his luggage and a taxi waiting there. Didn't even know he was going to Thailand cos we've been fighting cold war for quite some time. X: Mummy asked me if I wanna go to the airport to have lunch, then send him off, so I got into the taxi too.

Dined at Swensens and had Crayfish Pasta Set Meal. Yummy yums. :ppp And I don't think other Swensens outlet offer Set Meals like this? It comprises of soup, drink, main course and ice creammmmm! :D Alright, nothing much to say anymore. I took the train back after that. Long ride home..








When you're just so caught in between, I seriously doubt the f/s will last..




22 July 2008




Don't have anything much to update these days and besides, not many people actually read my blog so was thinking I might just shut it down. (:
Anyway, guess I will have something to update on after my outing tomorrow with my dearest friend, Reenie! ♥ But she's sick today so hope she'll get well realllll soonnnnn! Take care, Reenie. Mic sure is looking forward to our outing tomorrow! (: And where will we be going? Heheh.. KBOX! X: X: X:



Yes, yes.. I know exams are coming and all but then, we've been planning this since May, I think? And ya, we've never been successful; no, not even ONCE. ): So tomorrow, since the both of us can squeeze in some time from our packed schedule, we're finally gonna make it to Kbox, YES! :D I sure hope Reenie would feel better tomorrow though. If not, we'll just have to postpone it again. Awwwww..


Alright, our next plan after the exams.. MOOvie date!


Okay, that's all for today! (:


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18 July 2008




KTV with my mates was so so funnnnn! :DDD Hahahahaha.. They booked the room at 11am but I arrived at 11.50am cos I couldn't wake up. Oops. X: LOL. Didn't know which room they were in so I decided to try my luck and open K1 when I thought I heard a familiar voice singing.. Bing Yang's! Ahahaha.. xD



Okay. At first, I thought I wouldn't be singing at all cos there were just too many people there. I felt very pai seh. :/ LOL. But I warmed up pretty fast and ended up singing quite a bit. Hoho.. Enjoyed ourselves so much that we arrived late for Gen Opt tutorial and were even quite reluctant to go. X: And that's only KTV Part I. After IDEA was KTV Part II. LOL!



IDEA ended quite early so everyone decided to go sing again, this time together with Qing Yi and Geraldine. O_O Like wow, I've never had such a singing marathon but it was really awesome. Heh. Oh yessssss.. Li Min sings well while Yu Ping's really great in her rapping. (:
KTV Part II was the one when we got really HIGH. Haha. First time getting high with my mates though. I think they all could tell. >.<"

Anyway, I loveee DOPT03! Haha. I hope you peeps love me too? X: X:

Thereafter, I met Beary where we went to Westmall's BK cos my stomach had been empty the whole time! ): Didn't take breakfast + lunch; how sad, right? LOL. I missed Mushroom Swiss so much. Hehehehe.. :b And thanks for the meet-up, BEARY! Wahaha! (:







Just found myself missing some people oh-so much.. ); But I can't do much to change anything though.



17 July 2008

Hui Ting & Mic :D



HELLO! Mic is back, for those of you who thought I've deleted my blog. I haven't! Was just MIA for the past few days cos I was working hard on my blog skin. And no, it wasn't my intention to change my skin. I've always been too lazy to do so. But it so happened that I screwed up the HTML codings on my previous template so I decided to do a new skin instead. Yes, people. I suck at HTML. In fact, I know nuts about it. ):



This blog skin now looks way more sophisticated than the previous one. Wen said it's not like the type of skin I would manage to come up with cos of the animations and certain stuff which requires a lot of knowledge of HTML. Okay Wen! :/ Haha. When I took the skin from blogskins.com, those stuff were already neatly packaged inside. So all I did was to arrange and align them nicely to fit my expectation. (:


Hmm.. No one has commented on my poem so far. Do give me some feedback ya? I wanna know what I can improve on cos I'm not quite there yet when it comes to poem-composing. Suddenly had the mood to compose a poem that day cos I was bored to tears and feeling out of sorts. Okay, enough about that. Something to look forward to tomorrow.. Ktv with my mates at Mob! :DD It's gonna be my first time joining them, so yeah, kinda awesome huh? Hahaha.


And yes.. Lastly congrats to a someone whom I can't send my well-wishes to personally but it's fine, really. (((:



14 July 2008




I'm hanging at the loose end of the thread,
with no direction in mind to head.
Every day passes like a broken dream,
with thoughts flowing through like an endless stream.
I constantly remind myself to think that I can,
yet what always happens at the very end?
Precious tears that were uncontrollably shed,
wounds from deep down that profusely bled.
Self-consolation, encouragement from friends,
a listening ear or two, many had offered to lend.
But those efforts seemed to last only for a while,
my genuine smile would gradually fade somehow.
Why can't I ever be oh-so cheery?
My life is more often than not, so dreary.
Tell me what I should do, dear Lord
when things just keep going overboard.
And I fervently pray that this would soon end.
A guardian angel to watch over me, would You send?
Ok, I guess I ought to trust You more.
With every setback, God, help me to be stronger than before.
For I know with You, all things can be done.
So help me to pick myself up and continue with the run.
To my dearest friends who have been there for me,
Thank you so much, for the blessing you all could be.
(:
-Michelle-



12 July 2008

Regent Secondary's Cultural Night at SP Convention Centre yesterday!

Well, the performance wasn't up to par but then again, I'd kinda expected the outcome already. Anyway, it was a really great chance to meet up with my dear girls. Love each and everyone of them. Haha. ((:

Concert ended at about 10pm, then we headed to Lot1 Mac with Hafriz and company as well. Ate, drank and chatted till it was nearing 12mn before we headed home. I was there telling tales of ghost stories in SP and Pam and Kim were asking me to stop while Sak wanted me to go on. LOL. Okay, I'm lazy to type on. Let the pictures do the job. Hehe. :D














Thanks, Kim for sending me the pics! x)




10 July 2008

Regent Cultural Night's venue is at SP again once more. Will be meeting my dear 2-4 peeps and I sure am looking forward. (: Hope to see some 4-8 ex mates there too. Haha.

And and and.. yup, I should be wearing a dress. X: X: Hoho.. Unless I back out last minute and wear something else. Haha. Perhaps I shouldn't say 'back out'. More appropriately, I might just change my mind to wear something else. Heh. :D

Hope everyone turns up as expected. Otherwise... GRR~ >.<



08 July 2008

Face it, Mic. Carrying on will get you nowhere. It'll only make you more depressed, disheartened and tired as the days pass. Each day is such a torment so face reality, you're nothing but simply just a fucking study noob. Oh please, would you just get a life and stop wasting your time and youth doing something you know that is of no point? So bye bye school.. and hello to working life after this semester. (:





2nd time: ponned human bio lecture~



05 July 2008

I forgot to post my pictures. Whoops. x:







Er.. I look dumb in the last pic. ._.



04 July 2008

Yo yo! :D

Havent had an entry for July cos this week and the past have been really hectic.
But here I am now! Did you people crave for my update? Haha. Just kidding. x:

Anyway, the past few days haven't been too good but ya, I guess I've pretty much gotten over those stuff. (: To date, I've received a ravishing and appalling reveal of my Anatomy Physiology test marks and also for Analytical and Physical Chem. ._. Failed one and barely passed the other. I told myself to stay strong after getting back my Anatomy paper but it seemed like I couldn't hold back those tears after another blow (Chem) came. I used to like Chem quite a lot but I can say that's long been history cos now I find it hard to pass, let alone score well. ): And for the remaining papers, even with both eyes closed, I know how I've fared for them. FAILED. ):

Nevertheless, I'm very very thankful to have such supportive friends. They were all so sweet, really. Haha. (: Sorry if I scared you guys when I suddenly broke down. Thanks esp to Hui Hui + Ting, Ming Hui, Serene, Bing Yang. Thank you. I'm blessed to have classmates who do care. (: Don't worry alright. I'm okay now. Be sure to see me mugging my ass off for the exam next month! Ahaha.. Just exaggerating a little but I'll definitely try harder and yeah, thats for sure! (:

Slept at 330am this morning after spending the entire night rushing thru the report. Woke up at 11+am this morning and was like omg, I'm not done with my report and there's lots more to go! :/ So I had to give Gen Opt a miss and get it done. Was freaking irritated and pissed having spent the entire week just to work on this report which is only 40% of the 20% prac marks. In other words, the report makes up only 8% of the overall. Not a lot, I know. But for a person who failed one test and barely passed the other, this 8% is quite precious though. ):

So I ended up not attending school today and only leaving my house at 430pm. Submitted my report at 5pm sharp and Dr Chia was looking at his watch after I rushed into his office like a mad woman, hair messy and panting badly. LOL. And oh, I heard Dr Zhu MX was angry and disappointed in the class cos quite a number didn't turn up for tutorial too. I feel so bad. ): I never really believed in pon-ning lessons but I just did so today! Under such hectic circumstances.. there wasn't much of a choice. ): Not to mention, I don't have the courage to face any more of my test papers..

After that, met Reenie to have dinner. Ate at Pasta Mania then was thinking of catching a movie but there was nothing very nice to watch at that time. Ended up going into the arcade and inserted coins to play the sweet machine thingy. :D BUT I spent 2 bucks and had no luck. -.- Reenie spent 3 bucks and got quite a number of sweets. Haha.. And later on, she banged a part of the sweet machine and some sweets fell out. Banged again, more fell out. Wahaha.. FOC sweets. Woots! =D Can cheat with that machine. We were laughing so hard that it was like.. total madness. LOL. xD

Then, it was still not enough. I suggested to buy gummy candies at Mini Toons and she agreed. Hoho.. So we each bought 100g. Loads of sweets to act as a form of consolation for ourselves.. for our underperformance in MST. ._.
Had a great time though. Hope to meet Reenie again soon! Kbox kbox! Ahahaha.

I'm gonna take a short breather to re-charge, then start on intensive revision. I hope it'll all work out. :/