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Michelle
17 March 1991
Singapore Polytechnic
Diploma in Optometry
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31 May 2008

ROARRRRRR! ~ I got tagged by Kim! *slaps her* :b

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1.if your lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?- I don’t know. Kill him before killing myself? LOL. x:

2.if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?- I have many dreams, can’t decide which I’d love to have fulfilled.

3.what will your dream wedding to be like?- If the time ever comes then I’ll think about it.

4.are you confused of what lies ahead of you?- Confused? I’m just afraid and daren’t think about it. Just taking one step at a time. (:

5.what's your ideal lover like?- Sweet, romantic, sincere and full of surprises. Most importantly, he must love and respect me for who I am.

6.which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?- To me, it’s a blessing to love someone and to be loved too. There’s always a give and take in life.

7.how long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?- I have no idea but I definitely won’t waste my entire youth waiting for a guy who doesn’t love me.

8.if the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?- Can I even do anything? I’ll let fate decide.

9.is there anything that makes you unhappy these days?- School and of course, the projects that keep flooding in. -.-

10.is being tagged fun?- Ahem! Try it for yourself and you’ll know.

11.how do you see yourself in ten years time?- No idea. I might not live that long. LOL. But hopefully, I’d be happily married.

12.who are currently most important people to you?- GOD, family and my dearest friends.

13.what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?- Hmm.. Demure, petite and playful. Nevertheless, don’t judge a book by its cover. She ain’t harmless. :P

14.which one would you choose-marriage or career?- Can I have the best of both worlds, please? A stable job and a successful marriage.

15.what's the first thing you do every morning?- Rub my eyes cos they won’t open. X:

16.if you fall in love with two person simultaneously, who would you pick?- That’ll not happen cos my heart can only be given to 1 person. There’ll never be room for another.

17.what type of friends do you like?- No particular type. LOL. As long as there’s chemistry between us. Haha.

18.if given the chance to turn back time, will you?- I guess so. I’m missing the good old days. And I miss a special someone so much. :/

19.Will you marry a person of your parents choice?- Erm.. My parents and I must come to consensus with regards to my other half.

Argh, finally done! And some of the questions are like @#$%^&* lame? LOL.
Not gonna tag anyone to do it so I shall end here. Bye bye. (:




Flames to dust,

Lovers to friends.

Why do all good things come to an end? .__.



30 May 2008

Whew. Holidayyyyyyys at last! T_T


Idea presentation is over, BIG BIG sigh of relief. LOL.
Started on it only yesterday and somehow managed to wrap the whole thing up today. But of course, the end product wasn't very well done. Well.. what to expect? :/ Just hope we all did fine.


Went shopping at IMM with the girls yesterday to do research and analysis for Idea. Decided on footwear outlets but it was hard to get anything out of it. Besides, we had to take photos too. Restaurants & cafes were out, since we didn't really wanna eat/spend. In the end, we went ahead with apparels instead. At first, it was kinda boring but as the time passed, the shopping trip became quite interesting with a couple of jokes we made along the way. (:


Zubbie went off for touch rugby at about 5plus. So it was just left with Qiao Yan and I, who were cracking our brains to come up with the relevant points for our slides. We sat at Subway for about 2 hours to discuss and collate everything. Then, we took the shuttle bus to JE MRT and along the way, talked quite a bit about our class, 1A03! Hehe. By the time I got home, I was dead tired. x.x


I skipped this morning's prac lesson as I was just too tired rise and shine at the sound of my alarm. But good thing I did, cos the part-timer in charge didn't turn up, leaving the class waiting in vain. Heard many others didn't turn up too. Good for you, people! Ahaha. :b Don't get the wrong idea. I haven't been skipping classes all this while okay.


3 week's of vacation is here. Good thing or bad? Idk.
Maybe it's just gonna be good cos I don't have to crawl out of bed so early everyday. However, I really dread this holiday because projects have been shuffling in one after another and MST is straight after the hols, which calls for mugging time. .__. Save me, pls!~


Class outing is coming up but most of all, I do hope to meet all my girlfriends out there, esp those whom I've not seen for weeks, or even months! Let's all meet up sometime soon. (:





Yes, Mic. Hang in there! You'll make it thru'.

HOPEFULLY. ><"



28 May 2008

Feeling so vexed now. The only outstanding project left is the one for IDEA; deadline's on friday yet nothing's been done at all. Zero. =.= I seriously wonder what exactly is going on. Zzz. And I heard there's a lot of stuff to be done for that project so I guess even if we rush to do it tomorrow, nothing much will come out of it. -.- Arghhhhh, forget it. Darn. This module is such a waste of time and totally unproductive.

It's been raining these days and this makes me even more reluctant to head for school everyday. :/ For yesterday and today, I actually left my house at 0750 for my class which starts at 0800. Saw Yong Jun this morning. He was late too. Haha. x: He asked why I was late and apparently, we both had the same excuse. Dilly dallying. LOL. And tomorrow, I'm still contemplating on whether or not I should turn up for General Op prac. It's tiring when school starts at 8am every single day. ): Oh well, I shall see how.


I promise promise promise.. I shall start my revision during the holidays next week. Can't afford to go on like this cos the one who's gonna be at the losing end is me. T_T



Hee. The pencil case I bought my sis for her birthday. Nice? :D

Bye bye, everyone. (:

I'm longing for 'you'. Please make your way into my life soon.




27 May 2008

Wee~

Another short day at school with classes till 12pm and thereafter, I went with Li Min and Yu Ping to the library to work on the HumanB essay on Diabetes. Qiao Yan came to join us later, supposedly to study for her Jap test but what happened? Sleeping beauty entered Dreamland in no time. :P Hohoho..


At last, we've completed our essay of 979 words, well kept within the word limit. We're done! FINALLY! :D Haha. I can't help but feel this sense of satisfaction; initially having 4 projects at hand and now having completed 3/4 of them, I feel so so relieved. My work load has become so much lighter which is good cos I'm already feeling very drained. -.-


After which, I went to meet Wen Yan (aka Little Poop!) for lunch + movie date at Causeway. Wanted to ask all-time rotter Zhuang Ying to come along but I informed her a lil' too late? Oops. x: We went to catch Ironman, which was a fantastic show! Unfortunately, I kept dozing off towards the second half of the movie. Couldn't help it and as much as I was dying to keep awake, my stupid pea-sized brain wanted to shut down and zzz. BOO HOO. ): Guess that was the result of sleeping too late every night. I gotta change my sleeping habits already! Well.. overall, I would still say it's a great show worth watching. (: There's some humour injected into its plot too and the climax was like.. WOW. O_O Haha.
Anyway, just now I got home and fell asleep as soon as my head touched the pillow. =_=

Today's my mei mei's birthday and I got her something after hunting for a gift for nearly 2 hours at JP. Ain't I sweet? Haha. But uh oh, I still owe some others their birthday gifts. Will find the time to get 'em during the upcoming holidays. (: Went to Sakae for dinner and I just ate and ate till I could eat no more. Gonna sleep earlier tonight, though there are still things for me to get done. x:





I look like a haggard old woman. ):



23 May 2008

Just before the new day breaks in, I shall update about today. (:
EHEH. Today marks yet another day of absolute slacking. Totally.


School was to start at 1pm, but I met my group mates at about 11am to work on Math PBL and brought my yummy lunch of beehoon from home. :pp
Had to save $ cos I was gonna meet the girls after classes, which were scheduled to end at 3pm but instead, the lecturer called it a day at 2.15pm. LOL. As always.


Met the girls- Wen Yan & Zhuang Ying, where we indulged in sweet treats at Swensens. I had Frosted Chocolate Malt while they had Hazelnut Daze and Waffle Dream respectively. It was a short but nice meet up with them. (:










Tsk tsk. I am not 'angmoh' ok. Let's put it this way: I'm Effectively Billingual! :P




21 May 2008

Supposed to meet Reenie for Kbox but in the end, our plan was cancelled cos of the extra Maths Exel lesson conducted by Mrs Tan after Mr Lim's make up class. Anyway, Mrs Tan was really nice to arrange an extra lesson for us upon request. (: Glad I now know some of the basics of Exel needed in order to do the tutorial questions.. though I'm still not quite there yet. .__. Okay, I know it's better than nothing. Haha.


& &..


I'm starting to warm up a little with my classmates, a bunch of cute and fun-loving people. (: People like Hui Ting, Hui Hui, Serene, Ming Hui etc.. (not forgetting the guys) They can really make me laugh. O_O Hehe. Hope there'll be a class outing soon then we can all go and play.



Okie, so much for today. Mic is cuurently in quite a good mood. :pp




Oh ya..

Lastly, all the best to those who will be sitting for CRS CA1 tomorrow! (:




18 May 2008




Random pic I took with sis just now. (: Haha. We don't look alike, do we? I wanna trim my hair to make it thinner cos it's kinda unkempt and hard to manage already. =x




HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DEAREST KIM! (:

Hehe. This post is dedicated to Kimberly.

I'm really thankful to have a friend like you, one who has always been so thoughtful and sweet. (:

Hope this birthday of yours will be a special and meaningful one.
Thank you for always being there for me thru the ups and downs. (:

I will never forget how those small little thoughts and actions of yours moved me to tears at times and how they made my day. (:

Thank you sooo much for the video you created. It's evident how much you value all of us as friends. (:

May all your wishes come true. Happy 17th Birthday!




15 May 2008

Do I or do I not...? =x
That's the question I've been asking myself for the past few days.
Well, I shan't be obsessed with that thought.
I'll just let everything flow naturally and WEN, stop pressing me cos I ain't gonna tell you what it's all about. HAHA. :P
Go guess, alright? Since you are smart. Hehe.
Okie, I'm tired. I shall sleep on this matter. There's much more to worry about for the coming tomorrow! (:



13 May 2008

It was Mothers' Day on Sunday but my family didn't really celebrate it this year. I couldn't think of something practical to get for my mummy. In the end I only got her a small present, after gift-hunting for hours at Causeway Point. =.= Well.. although I didn't spend much on the present, it's my 'xin yi' right? Hehe.

I also bought the same top as Reenie. It's like.. FINALLY! We had been searching high and low for the past week just to get a top that we both can wear together when we go out. Haha. At last, we purchased our tops from IP Zone. Not much of a choice cos the other places didn't have either my size or her size. LOL. x.x I sure am looking forward to wearing our friendship tee for the next outing! HEE. =D

Anyway, I wonder if you peeps out there are enjoying school cos I clearly ain't. It's been a month or so since school started yet I still drag my feet to school everyday. :/ I don't know why, but there somehow isn't someone I can really clique with in my class. Everyone is just a casual friend or an acquaintance, people who I would greet with a friendly 'hi' and 'bye' but with no common topic to talk about. This is really saddening and it really makes me wonder if I can survive these 3 years without a close friend to count on.

Even waking up for school in the morning has become such a chore to me. I no longer look forward to seeing my friends at school, like I did while I was still in sec school. Things are very much different now, life just isn't the same anymore. Will I adapt to this new life in the time to come? I hope so. Otherwise, my 3 years will certainly pass like 3 decades. -.- My only comfort comes from the fact that I have Reenie (friend of 7 years and counting!) in the same poly and of course, my other dear girlfriends too.

I really miss everyone in sec school! :((( Sigh. I know I can't turn back the clock, as much as I would love to. However I really really do hope I can still meet to catch up with you girls every now and then. I MISS the past life and am hating the present. T_T But what can I do?

In 3 words I can summarise what life is all about. 'It Goes On'. LOL. This is a quote I read from somewhere.








BOO. Mic is really sad. ): And I'm sick too. Hoho.. Nice time to fall sick indeed. :/



07 May 2008

I feel better after releasing all the steam. =_=
I've explained myself and have also apologised.
Just hope they will understand.. Otherwise, I really don't know what to say anymore..




Appalled, disgusted, upset and infuriated upon seeing her post.
She must have never thought I would visit her blog, let alone knowing that her post was referring to ME since it's mostly in Malay. LOL.
But hey, I'm not stupid cos I'd already had it coming.
She was sitting beside me, yet she wasn't fucking aware I had been trying to download the software but to no avail. Instead, she said I was just chatting away on MSN. Oh, really? LOL. I even asked her how to download it alright!
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. Stop twisting the facts, girl!

And I didn't bring my laptop charger, so? I rushed out of the house that morning with a VALID reason, thus forgetting to bring my charger that day.
Want a detailed explanation for that? My actions are justifiable or I wouldn't have bothered to send you an email to explain myself.
I usually bring it with me and if you haven't been noticing, please, oh please, can you open your eyes wider next time? Fuck.

Seriously, you're really too much. Please think before you badmouth someone cos you don't know what circumstances that person is facing.
Countless times, I've had so much of hassle and problems with my laptop. If you don't understand my frustration, it's fine. But the fact that you made it seem like I was sitting on the problem without taking action, that's where you're wrong. Totally! On many occasions, I wanted to do the projects and download ZBrush, but I COULDN'T. Ask yourself, why was that so? Because my laptop has been screwed and I have been relentlessly trying to solve its problem, at school and even at home! I have always been experiencing problems and yet you guys, being my group members, don't know? How amusing, indeed. HAHAHA! =.=

The other day, yes, my laptop was low in batt BUT the wireless also couldn't be detected halfway so eventually, I turned it off. YOU saw it. YOU knew about it. Yet what YOU said in YOUR post was that I turned off my laptop all because I didn't bring my charger and the batt went low. Thereafter, I sms-ed my friend as I was arranging to meet her after that. If you're so smart, why didn't YOU TELL ME WHAT TO DO AT THAT POINT IN TIME? Zzz. If you're such a genius, babe, find a solution to my problematic laptop then. If you can't, then please jolly well shut the fuck up and stop sprouting nonsense about me. You don't even know the whole picture and what you did is totally being insensitive to my feelings.

Think about it. What if this were to happened to you instead and you're being treated this way? Put yourself in my shoes, please. If your laptop is being screwed and you can never seem to find out what's wrong, wouldn't you feel helpless too? If you think I'm lying about my current plight, then I'll have my dad speak to you all, how about that? Your blog post was grossly exaggerated. It's not that I didn't wish to participate in the project, I was just preoccupied with trying to get my laptop working so I could do whatever I needed to do for the project. If you thought all I did was CHAT, then you're wonrg, babe. Frustrated as I already was, I was still trying getting help from my friends thru MSN.

Oh please, I'm not that inconsiderate okay. After you see this explanation of mine and you still think the same way, then I really have NOTHING more to say. If I didn't care, I wouldn't have spent my time and effort trying to explain. LOL. And why I said I would fail my IDEA module is cos I felt so helpless. Dying to get my laptop functioning properly but yet, I couldn't. If you think you have a solution to this, then HELP. Don't just TALK! Everything's easier said than done.

Even if I'm always sms-ing in class, at least I'm doing something to keep myself awake. It's better that sleeping, for goodness sake! LOLOL. And how often I sms, I don't think it's an issue for YOU to question and address.



04 May 2008

Went to Harbour Front Centre & Vivo City after church today. I bought 2 cute Disney files from Harbour Front's Big Bookshop. (: Thereafter, my family and I headed to Vivo cos there wasn't anything much to eat at Harbour Front.

Walked past the Level 1 atrium of Vivo and saw this cheerleading performance brought by Samsung, which my sis was very interested in since her CCA is cheer. x.x So we all went to watch for a while. Then, as we were leaving.. at that particular instant, I still can't figure out why I turned to look upwards, at the railings of Level 2. I guess the words I can use are 'fate' and 'instinct'. LOL.


I was so stunned to see Mrs Chua (again) and her maid. I just met her by chance on 11 April. However, this time, what really attracted me was the little one in the pram beside. Julian! =D Haha. LOL. I tried staring at Mrs Chua from below to get her attention but to no avail, making me feel retarded. =x But since I had to take the escalator up to the foodcourt, I decided to go up and shun bian say hi. (PS: People, I know I'm nice. Don't deny. =pp)
And and and.. Julian is just so cute! I simply adore babies. Haha. C:


After lunch, went to shop for a couple of minutes and bought something from B.U.M as it was having a sale. I LOVE SALES & DISCOUNTS. Hehehe. Thereafter, it was home sweet home. (:







02 May 2008

HEY, ALL! Decided to do up a 'friend test' to see who knows me best. People, do attempt it, ya? (:

Today, right after school at about 5pm, I met up with Zhuang Ying for Pizza Hut and KFC at SP.
While eating, we met Vanessa who suggested that we go home together after we're done with everything. Vanessa went to eat with her classmates while ZY and I stuffed down the pizza and popcorn chicken set meals. Saw Suhaila and her friend around the corner too. (: Thereafter, Vanessa, ZY and I went home together and did some catching up about our poly lives. Hehe. Eventful but tiring day thus I'm too drained to continue. :/ LOL. Take care, peeps!